take what life has to offer =]

2009-03-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

2009-02-19T08:31:00.003+08:00

hei hello!

i got a lot to say at first but upon typing, all the ideas seemed to run away. haha!

nvm den.

u guys just take care and enjoy.

lots of love. =)

amcm ada cara?

2nd bike, redbull ktm 125cc.

woooohoooo!!

2009-02-15T11:42:00.002+08:00

every girl wants to be beautiful.
every boy wants to be cool.
every girl wants to be love.
every boy wants to make love. =P

when things starts to get rough, it often ends up with a break up.
when both cant seem to figure rite, they tend to make up.
den dey fight and they argue, neither wants to lose.
it often ends up with all ties being loose.

he thought he can get some thrills froms some other girl.
she thought she can find someone better.
they love and make love with someone new.
they love, they share and they broke up once again.

why? just becoz their new partners cant accept what they`ve done in the past.
rubbish, yes it is.
becoz they`ve done the same.

love, breath and smell ur partner.
that scent, that smell, that taste, so nice its hard to resist.
that love, that life, that time.

was the best that they could ever be coz in time they`ll be alone.

NEWS!

2009-02-04T08:08:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.
hey, im thinking of promoting my blog page.
any idea on how this can be done?
for those who have ideas, u can kindly contact me on my mobile. (for those who do have my number.)
for those who dont u can just contact me via email at adi_irzan@hotmail.com
u can also view my friendster page at aji_o4@hotmail.com or u can just search under the name of AJI! nazri
or simply, u can just press the tag icon on my blog and leave ur comments.
help me out aite.

why the reason u ask for promoting my blog page?
simple.
im gonna start posting about the world, how we shud all appreaciate our life.
im gonna go much deeper into life and not just about me myself.
im gonna explore the world, look at things in a different perspective.
approach stuff like never before.
and for those who needs help with anything, im here.
advice and all, with gods will, i can help.

coz 1 night, while i was having problems with sarah, i stopped and thought to myself.
out of all, why me? why must i be the person that she chose to be with?
i know she cant explain properly and i know i wont get the ultimate answer.
or simply i know i cant get enuff of what she says.
i know, deep down i know dat im a very bad person.
done this, done that, serve this, serve that.
then i stutter, having done all this, she still chose me.
a simple outline came, "maybe im not that bad afterall."
this made me sit up and listen to myslef.
i then thought y not share wuth the world?
if i can change myself, i know i can change some few.

thats the reason.
as simple as that.
i know that its not a fairytale story.
BUT TELL ME, HOW MANY MALAY MEN CAN TALK OR SHARE THINGS LIKE THIS?
made u sit up right. so promote.

love, AJI!

love all around.

2009-01-21T07:42:00.002+08:00

hey u guyz!
hope ur all doing great.
i know, i know i havent been posting much.
all these are because of my current hectic schedule.

im planning this, im doing this and im doing that.
im running myself around our little island.
it came to a point where my collegue even say, u`ve got to rest man, ur burdening urself.
haha! burdening??

i`ve got a party to handle, clients to take care of, students to teach.
and im telling you, im enjoying every single miniute of it.
yes the dreadful standing in between people in the mrt wud kill me if these were to go on every single day of my life.
but seriously, im enjoying.

i`ve never been put so close to a community.
and being enthrusted to a job which signifficantly helps to keep people healthy is what i enjoy.
sharing of knowledge, broadening my mindset and of coz enjoying the challendge.
this is who i am.

everyone has been supportive every single day.
n i`d like to say thank euu.
family, sarah, friends, collegues, mentors and everyone.
they make me who i am 2day but i still and always believe dat education is a never ending journey.
i will always strive, work hard and put everything into practice.

amcm? ade chance jadi mcm president obama kapa?? haha!
love u people. =)

2008-12-23T00:06:00.002+08:00

hello.
for ur guys information i wont be posting dat often.
as and when i feel like posting i`ll do so.

a few things happened this past few days.
a few events took placed and im thankful dat everything when smoothly.
i wont elaborate much. =)

singapore lost in the semis and boy was i the happiest guy in singapore.
its about time the association realize that with as many foreigners in the team its still hard to compete.
it irks me so fucking much when already in the 1st game, 7 out of 11 of the starting xi are ft.(foreign talents)
thats what i call rubbish.
instead of a football team, the singapore team looks like an mnc.
(multi national company) hahaha!

enuff said.
im happy dat the singapore team lost.
the only thing left for me to do is touch up a lil bit here and there on my transportation.

with dat, i love u guys.
be safe, aji!

2008-12-12T10:15:00.002+08:00

hello.
its been awhile.
im still not sure how many/ wether people are reading my post.
haha! but thats ok, its for myself anyway.

i`ve realise one thing.
u know this phrase that teachers or whoever is in the education industry always use,
"education is a never ending journey"
i just realise that its true.

after years and years of neglecting my education, i`ve finally come to.
after all these years of kicking and chasing, education has finally struck in mind.
i came across this phrase from a fellow blogger "the only way to chase ur dreams is by passion"
i wont say that its wrong, its very true as a matter of fact.
but in my case, i`ve got way to many dreams.
so the phrase for me is " with too many dreams, a human passion cant leave thru dat, u need to have love, patients and prayers for the almighty"

im learning a lot of new things every single day.
be it about life, work, bikes or watsoever.
im still learning.
and by heavens good will, im really enjoying it.

so to everyone, chase wat u want but make sure prayers comes with it.
with this, i love u all! =)

2008-12-03T16:29:00.001+08:00

this part of my life is called 'regrets'

i can only say that im sorry for the way im treating u.
rest assure, i want u, i need u and i love u.
coz sarah im into u. =)

thankful!

2008-11-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

this part of my life is called thankful.
see, i`ve always believe that its hard to find someone speacial.
im talking about 'very speacial' here.

now u guys think dat im gonna talk about sarah, no im not.
this is someone whom i had just known and its unbelievable to think of how fast i cud make a connection with her.
dont worry, everythings fine with me and sarah.
im talking about this lady whom i addresses as kak irna.
she`s my colleague.

now, when i think of it, she`s much more than a colleague.
she`s like the big sister dat i`ve never had.

she gives me advice, her opinion on life and she teaches me to be thankful.
i dont know if she has ever read any of my post but i dont mind.
i just want to give her my accolades. becoz she really deserves it. n i know she deserves it.

sister, if u by any chance happen to read this post, i wud like to say thank u.
thank u for being u and thank u for being the big sister that i've never had.
u might not know how u`ve affected me as a person, but u really did.
honesty, relaxed, humble and down to earth. thats u.
once again, thank euu! =)

sarah, dont worry, iloveu babeh!

jyeah!

2008-11-18T07:02:00.002+08:00

harlow, gud morning singapore.
i`ve reached my final week of attachment.
all kinds of mixed emotions.
go back to school, yes and no.
leave the work place, not at the moment.

im thinking of taking a week`s break before i start to work back again.
spend time at home, reflect, spend time with sarah, enjoy.
i`ve yet to do my report writing and all. haiyo!
but thats ok it cud be settled within a day. =P

so yeah, soccer season has ended and maybe thats my playing career all gone.
maybe, just maybe.
now, its back to reality, no more dreaming of becoming a star, back down to earth.
work hard, strive, hustle. =)

i`ll post again soon buddies.

2008-11-05T09:08:00.001+08:00

its not a matter of liking ur job or not.
its a matter of wether u enjoy doing wat ur suppose to do.
a simple quote to start of ur day.
enjoy people.
iloveuall. =)

pissed!

2008-11-03T03:04:00.002+08:00

im just about 10-15mins after watching the final round of f1.
and by fucking hell am i pissed!
i`ve never been an avid fan of f1, but ever since the fever has got down to singaporeans, by immunes had been switched.
pitching in here and dere to get the latest news.

i`ll cut down straight to the point.
the champion, does not deserve his crown.
by fucking hell he does not deserve the championship!
he`s a piece of crap.
racing as though he`s the only one on track.
obsessed with being no.1

look at the runner up, teary eyed, passionate enuf to beat his chest in admiration of his nation.
what does the champion do?
hug his family, pit crews, GF.
yeah he deserves all dat, but where`s the respect of someone`s nation national anthem being played?
hey dude, u were so close to losing,spent a penny for ur unsoncious thoughts.
how u feel when ur counterpart was doing wat u were fucking doing.

thru enuf, if ur rich, u`ve got talent, ur everybody`s favourite.
a little bit of respect??
nah..
respect`s not in this guy`s dictionary.
try flicking thru it, u`ll see that everything`s, money, rich and fame.
ask the dad. =)

yo!

2008-10-28T09:46:00.000+08:00

wassup people.
haha! its funny bcoz i just came across some old stuffs.
how u change as a person sometimes even u urself dont realise it.
i honestly dont.
yes some here and there which u can point out.
but most u cant see till either u see for urself or someone were to point it out to euu.

the difference which i see in myself are rather drastic.
long gone are the days when i have to depend on someone.
im rather fickle minded. haha! sarah....
lets put it in a simple manner.

im rather much relaxed now.
im no more the "bochap boseng" kind of person.
nowadys i tend to earn for something.
work for everything.

im more independent now.
sarah has felt my wrath.
frens have seen me changing.
family has always understood.

aku bersyukur dengan aper yang aku diberikan.
(im thankful for waht i`ve been given)
im blessed to live life with someone who really potrays and define the word patience.
she really takes it to another level.

haf a gud week ahead people. =)

hey!

2008-10-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

hello.
its been a while since i last posted.

a few things have come to intervene with my life thus far.
so its pushing me back in mu upcoming and pending plans.
but baby, if life pushes u back, u have to push harder againts it. =)

national service is bound to happen.
this is the most stupidest thing that this small island has ever came up with.

insyallah i wud continue my studies upon being posted out.
i`ve got plans fo my future work and stuff so im just left with having my certs.

everyhing has been going on good for me.
dont worry, sarah is doing great!
family is fine.
stay tune people.

hopefully i`ll keep on posting and posting and posting.....

iloveu all!!

=)

2008-10-21T10:16:00.000+08:00

new age, new life, new resolutions.
thanx to everyone that knows and thanx to everyone who made an effort to go thru all the troubles.
thank euu. =)

sanctioned!

2008-10-15T08:06:00.000+08:00

hello.
good morning people.
just a random fact dats lingering in my mind.
do people really know me?

do people really know wat aji is all about?
what i am like, what do i adore and what do i preach?
do u know?

people always have the same perception.
"once a gangster will always be a gangster."
and to top it all up, i believe its true.
i may not be the same as i was in the past.
but,this rage, this fire wont ever leave me.
why?
coz im nazri, and dats the way i am.
i live to be successful and anything that comes in my way, i`ll brush dem all aside.
how`s dat for a motto?
haha!

have a nice dday. =)

new!

2008-10-12T11:30:00.002+08:00

yaw! yaw! yaw!

we`ve added a new dimension to h.r.t!
introducing the art of pocketbikes!
instead of the usual bikes and cars, we`ve added this pocket bike dimesion to the outscope as well.
spearheading this new theme wud be our very own spearheaders jumali and aji!
for sure we`re gonna introduce this to our very brothers and sisters!
keep ur hood up baby!

pictures and if possible videos wud be up soon.
stay tune shaggerss!!

never ending debate. =)

2008-10-11T00:02:00.003+08:00

with long term relationships, comes long term responsibilities.
with burning love comes burning egos.
hottest sensation comes with irritating jealousy. =)

dats wat i`ve experienced.
some are good some are bad.
but its all a learning journey.
a never ending process to finding out more about the person u call "love".
what is love actually??
let that be a mystery.
every couple, every human has their own defination of "love".

mine??
love is a sickening thing.
a feeling that u can only feel when ur by that someone special.
when u feel that comfort zone.
when u can be 19 and act as a 9 years old.
dat is me. ask my sarah and she`ll tell u the same.
i`ll do faces, laugh, be mischievous, bite, press her babat and do all sorts of crazy thing.
but she`ll just smile.
she can not say a word and i`d still be happy.
time well spent. why??
becoz dat smile of hers tells me dat she knows iloveher.
she knows im not lying.
she knows im olrite.
and dat satisfaction, only god knows. =)

i know im the best.
i know dere isnt any guy out there who can provide for sarah like what im providing.
there isnt anyone who wud match up to me.
nobody can touch nor scar me with anything.
if we weren`t meant to be, i know she`ll never feel the same love again.
she will struggle to find someone like me.
she wud only be finding someone like me and be reminded of me, aji!

yes u may say im getting cocky and all.
dats up to you.
im proud coz for once im being truthful.
im being honest, and its not a lie.
maybe, just maybe, god is showing me.. =)

i`ve got a heater for ur thighs. =)

2008-10-10T15:56:00.002+08:00

hello!
its been a while. =)

i`ve never been the person who cud predict the fututre.
never also have i been someone who can post a treat to someone`s future.
a lot of things have happened in the past few weeks.
hari raya, sarah`s birthday, speacial day!

i`ve always been thankful for wat im given.
if ur apart of me, part of something speacial to me, heart to heart talks are a must.
crying, laughing and throwing things are also part of a norm. haha!
so, love has been on the rise.
work has been on the loads.
life has been on the rocks.
but thru all, im still on calm waters baby!
maybe one day, i wud set sail.

lets go baby! =P

there`s still no hotter dude man!

2008-09-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

i aint dead
i aint done
i aint scared
i aint run
but still i stand
no matter what here i am
no matter what remember
I aint break
I aint fold
They hate me more
Yeah I know

even this solitude, there`s still no hotter dude.
i`ll show you how to do what you to u ain`t got a clue.
now i understand why they got my hand`s tied.
they take shots coz if im out dere, there`ll be a landslide. =)

i hope this 2 post paints it clear.
if your heart`s filled with faith then you can`t fear.
let go and let god do ur will.

yeah man!

2008-09-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

facing all kinds of time,
but smile like im fine,
brag with such passion and shine when i triumph.
believe me pain is a small thing to a dime.
spoke my mind and didn`t stutter one time.
ali say even the greatest got to suffer some time.
god'll take you through hell
just to get you to heaven
life can change ya directions
even when you aint planned it
all you can do is handle it
the worst thing you could do is panic
use it to your advantage
avoid insanity manage to conquer
every obstacle
make impossible possible
even when winnings illogical
losing's still far from optional.

im gonna be back. aji!

2008-09-18T23:29:00.003+08:00

yaw yaw yaw!

relatively im not back yet people.
i just decided to give my page a facelift.
im not done yet dudes and sexays!
i swear the tagboard and the links will be up soon.

in the meantime feast urself aite! =)

iwant ur body, need ur body.
as long as u got me u wont need nobody.
my chick can have what she want
can go to any store, buy any bag she want
i know girl, you ain't never had a man like that
to buy you anything ya heart desired like that
you want it, I got it, go get it, I buy it
tell dem other broke boys to be quie. =]

wasted!

2008-09-09T07:25:00.000+08:00

i`ve had this contented feeling.
ever since the surgery i`ve never felt any better.
yes the pain in the foot and everything has dissolve, there`s no pain at all.
i can run freely like nobody`s business.

but i dont feel the satisfaction.
i dont feel the urge to push futher.
everytime i felt like pushing, i`d just plummer down to the ground.
peformance hasn`t been tops and morale is ever so low.

i just dont know till when can i hold on.
ever since then there has always been constant doubts over football.
currently there`s 2 choices.
quit what i love doing most or work hard as ever and forego a good chance of having a good full time job that i enjoy.

see, im the sought that is always not satisfied.
people can be coming up to me and say that i`ve done a marvelous job.
"aji, you were great 2day!"
but in me, there`s always this enigma that says im lousy.
i always tell myself that i could do better.
i`d be kicking myself so hard that i do not want to show my face up at training after we`ve lost a game.
i`ll be like im the one who cost us the game.

see, this is me.
never ever satisfied.
always wanting to do better.
always wanting to push myself to the limits.

help me please, a little help here and there may help me in my desicion.
its either quit soccer or let go of a full time job that i enjoy.

lambat!

2008-09-04T07:36:00.002+08:00

its been a while since i last post.
haha! unexpected guess on my blog..

wat i realise is that i dont put up to many pictures on my page.
i`ll try to change aite.
even i myself realise that my page is looking rather pale man.
alrite, post again soon.

2day`s label??, i came to work without bathing. muahahahaha!!

crossed in the mind.(njoy..)

2008-08-27T08:04:00.002+08:00

jason mraz-
(1) i try to be chill, but you`re so hot dat i melted.
(2) nothing`s gonna stop me but devine intervention.
(3) open up your mind and see like me.
(4) listen to the music of the moment baby sing with me.
(5) there aint no better reason, to rich urself of vanity and just go with the season.

aji-
(1) yes yes yes. defination of hot! to me, haha! the roll of the eyes, the smile, the kening naik2(haha!), the figure, the butt, maybe 50% of the face, and overall presentation of herself and maybe also the way that she dresses. sarah, 10/10. that why ur my girlfriend. haha!

(2) indeed nothing would. ermm. maybe not just yet. haha! not to worry, watever that happened is all in the hands of god. if its meant to be then it is, if its not meant to be then who are we to even put ourself or even compare ourselves to god? watever that we have now just be thankful.
take everything in, soak up the time, enjoy the moment and maybe 10o% of praying wud do the trick. =] sarah, 8/10. just for the fact that i think i know that its been some time since both u and i prayed 2gether. haha! astaughfirullah.

(3) this is maybe one of the toughest factors in a relationship. not just for ours but also for others. can u imagine how dis world woud be so peaceful if every single relationships are full of each others understanding? or maybe some sort like both guy and girl have the same mindset. this is a rarity in this world. i have to admit and im being honest here that even me and sarah go through tough shit. its difficult when you get a partner thats different form you. its like when devil meets angel. for sure they`ll clash. but!, through all the clashes there will bear some fruit. i`ve come to know my gilfriend better. im not saying i know everything about her but im learning. its a never ending study for myself even though im the more experience one (so called) in this relationship. and im thankful. sarah, 8/10. for the fact that ur turning into a devil urself. =P

(4) i cant say much about this one coz she never sings with me. i sing alone. solo artist. she has her singing companion, the shower head in the toilet. thak you. =) (no ratings for the singing or there`ll be bigger problems!) hahahaha..!! hahahaha..!!

(5) be urself hunny, be my sarah. be mine. sarah, 10/10. iloveu.

aji!, love. =]

woo!

2008-08-24T16:15:00.002+08:00

all this while i`ve failed to realise.
failed to realise the fact that every single passing day is a learning lesson for me.
in true honesty, god really is great.

once was a no hopper is now flying under his guidance.
once who was a killer is now fully pledged under his wings.
once who wasnt a believer is now a firm preacher.

for every hardship that we go through, there is a reason.
for every tear that we shed, there is a joy looming in the sky.

BUT! for every corner that we cut, we`re just resisting the gift that god has planned for us.

never has it crossed my mind that i would say all this.
but im doing so as im impressed.
impressed by his power to overturn things.
im a believer and im a preacher.
i have a religion and im proud of it.

be what u wanna be.
aji! love.

i wanna be..

2008-08-22T07:46:00.003+08:00

working has brought a whole new lot of dimension to me.
now i can see how things work in all sorts of angles.
now i have the opportunity to grab whole loads of experience all for myself.

i`ve always been someone sceptical.
u can ask anyone thats really close to me.
they would know that im not one who wud tell you that i have a plan for the future.
in all honesty, i dont.
some may say that at my age, planning is important.
i do agree.
BUT!, im the sort that cant stick with wat i want.
im ever changing. just like the industry and our country.
i wanna do things all by myself.
i want to do a whole load of things.

maybe at this stage of life im changing.
my views and perpestive on things start to change.
i still wont know wat i wanna do after my natinal slavery!
but the chances are im gonna continue my studies or maybe just upgrade myself with some useful knowledge.
hopefully.
insyallah.

love.

2008-08-20T08:53:00.000+08:00

syukur alhamdullilah.

thats all i`ve got to say.
in all my years labouring and working my ass off, i`ve never felt the satisfaction.
indeed up till now i`ve yet to get my fullest satisfaction.
yes some of you may say, "kerje aper yg dier buat?, maen bola ajer.."
haha. dats true.
but still, its something that i do that`s earning me good and halal income.

it`s always easier said then done.
i`ve gone thru so much and its him that i go too whenever im in need.
but still, i`ve yet to fulfil my obligations as a muslim.

finally, i can enjoy some of my earnings for my love ones and myself.
at times, i dont have to worry about going out without a single cent on me.
i can be free, be happy.
but still stingyness have yet to be overcome.
i do at times plan to buy things for myself but this constant line always pops up:
"why do u need to buy stuff dat u`ve already have and it`s still yet to be worn out?"
yes im stingy and at times greedy too!

im thankful for everything that has come my way.
thankful for the gifts in life.
im enjoying the situation and im taking it in one step at a time.

im blessed. =]

a whole load of rubbish!

2008-08-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

"so my amygdala will start doing carlwheels if i hear another rooney apologist claim his agression is integral to his game. it always sounded like tripe; now i have scientific proof."
-alison ratcliffe.

"fire and passion? come with me to twickenham one saturday. i`ll show you a 120kg rugby union prop crunched between two tonnes of scrummaging team-mates. then i`ll show you that prop standing, head bowed, in front of the referee calling him sir"
-alison ratcliffe.

"pele doesn`t talk a lot of sense, but he spoke he truth when he blamed rooney`s faded form on him rampant temper."
-alison ratcliffe.

what i have to say about all this.

a whole load of rubbish!
a whole load of rubbish obviously coming from someone who dont know a hood about football.
football is not about being nice on the field.
yes, respect, honour and a whole load of the brains are a must.
but tell me, if you were to take the temperament out of wayne rooney, wud you get the same rooney?
if you were to take john terry`s ever complaining to the refferee`s act, wud you get the same old john terry?
if you were to take the arrogance out of thiery henry in the manner that he celebrates after scoring goals, wud u still get the same thiery henry?
look at cantona. look at what he is now?
an ambassodor of nike, one of the leading sports brands in the world i must add.
leading a good bunch of beach soccer guys into glory for their country.
yes what ashley cole did was an act of stupidity.
but do u think when he got back home he dont feel the aftermath?
he might be saying to himself how stupid of himself he were.

wat im trying to say is this.
yes football is a fun sports.
wud u see just plain football or wud u like to see some bits of drama added into it.
when macherano got sent off againts united at old trafford, didnt u feel a rush of excitement running thru ur body?
if u dont, ur not a football fan.
so wat if rugby players bow their heads and call the referee`s sir?
that is their way.

if referee`s wants their respect, then we want something too.
cut off all their mistakes then maybe respect wud come with it.
but do u think referee`s wont make mistakes? they are humans too.
so are we footballers, referee`s makes mistakes, we make crazy gestures.
why? becoz we love OUR game.
and that is the way that OUR game shud be played.
and accept OUR mindset of playing the game. =]

stab me i`ll bleed

2008-08-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

look at our mouths, look at the mouths!! haha!

hehehe.

act a fool. =]

how bout dat!?

darkness overturns

2008-08-11T09:02:00.003+08:00

wat else is there for me to say.
it just keeps getting better. =]

*i didnt do that much changes to the page.
im hoping that a kind soul would gleefully help me create a skin for me.
lets see who will that be. haha. =p

after long time of not seeing each others faces.
we finally managed to catch up.
and what an unforgetable night it was.
cheerios.

life under the kill

2008-08-10T11:06:00.003+08:00

the site`s under renovation.
will be back much sooner then u`ve ever expected.
get ready to be thrilled, spilled and kilLed with my rants!

cheeri0s!

sarah

2008-06-17T12:03:00.002+08:00

dis post is a bit different.
i`ve never ever posted about my gf.
maybe a short 1 or two but not entirely.
but now we twist it a bit.
dis shall be dedicated entirely to my gf.
maybe, let those who are reading have a picture or two on how me and u work.

see, dere`s a huge difference in the both of us.
unlike u who is very soft spoken, there is me.
the loud, crazy, unthinkable boifren.
i even thought to myself how in the hell can i get this type of girl.
im crazy, and she`s a scarf lady.
very soft, lady like, lovable and adorable in some people`s eyes.
we cant please everybody. =)
see, here`s the huge contrast.
when she prefers to keep things to herself, i prefer to let it all out.
i`d rather scold, be sarcastic, raise my voice and everything bad when im mad.
but she, keep things to herself, get emotianally cramped and pressurise.
when im mad, she listens and often appologize.
but when im in wrong, she does get mad. she does scold.
but wat do i do?
i fight back. i try to proof dat im right even though i know im wrong.
when im unhappy she can sense it and she`d go utterly quiet.
she`d grab my hand tightly, lay her head on my shoulders but still in quietness.
den i want to let it all out.
but i tell myself its not the correct timing.
but sooner or later, i`d still burst. haha! and thus, it all starts.
when we quarrel or argue.
she`d go utterly quiet while i wud be blabbering non stop.
if im still unhappy after the conversation, it can go on till the next day and so on.
it ever happen(gf just msg me, we quarelled again last night.) when we argued for almost a week.
yes. we are full of arguement and rantness but wat do i care.
its like, at one moment we can be brad pitt and angelina jolie.
the other we can be britney and k-fed. haha!

wat im trying to say is this.
you people who are reading and those who are close to me knows that i dont talk a lot about my gf.
i only do when it matters.
now, it really matters.
coz i feel the urge to post about you sarah.
i want people to know how u and me work.
how we do.

we dont always meet up, hang out, catch a movie 2gether.
u know y. ur busy, im busy.
im not use to my gf being busy all the time.
(i know ur gonna fight back on this)
but i have things to do.
let me do this things while i can.
im only going to play soccer for a few more years. ermm.
but watever it is, lets just hang on to each other ok.
guide each other ok.
i guide u, u guide me.
arguements and all dont worry, it`ll only make us stronger.
iloveu!
for u, aji!