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Nazri, aji! for short. A man with way too many dreams and who`s not afraid to chase it. In a world full of lies, i try to seek peace and solace, truth and love. I`ve found love, its up to me and my appreciation of allah to seek blessing to chase whatever i want. Be great, be thankful and never be afraid to be that one speacial person. love, AJI!

Friday, September 19, 2008

there`s still no hotter dude man!

11:44 PM

i aint dead
i aint done
i aint scared
i aint run
but still i stand
no matter what here i am
no matter what remember
I aint break
I aint fold
They hate me more
Yeah I know

even this solitude, there`s still no hotter dude.
i`ll show you how to do what you to u ain`t got a clue.
now i understand why they got my hand`s tied.
they take shots coz if im out dere, there`ll be a landslide. =)

i hope this 2 post paints it clear.
if your heart`s filled with faith then you can`t fear.
let go and let god do ur will.

facing all kinds of time,
but smile like im fine,
brag with such passion and shine when i triumph.
believe me pain is a small thing to a dime.
spoke my mind and didn`t stutter one time.
ali say even the greatest got to suffer some time.
god'll take you through hell
just to get you to heaven
life can change ya directions
even when you aint planned it
all you can do is handle it
the worst thing you could do is panic
use it to your advantage
avoid insanity manage to conquer
every obstacle
make impossible possible
even when winnings illogical
losing's still far from optional.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

im gonna be back. aji!

11:29 PM

yaw yaw yaw!

relatively im not back yet people.
i just decided to give my page a facelift.
im not done yet dudes and sexays!
i swear the tagboard and the links will be up soon.

in the meantime feast urself aite! =)

iwant ur body, need ur body.
as long as u got me u wont need nobody.
my chick can have what she want
can go to any store, buy any bag she want
i know girl, you ain't never had a man like that
to buy you anything ya heart desired like that
you want it, I got it, go get it, I buy it
tell dem other broke boys to be quie. =]

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

wasted!

7:25 AM

i`ve had this contented feeling.
ever since the surgery i`ve never felt any better.
yes the pain in the foot and everything has dissolve, there`s no pain at all.
i can run freely like nobody`s business.

but i dont feel the satisfaction.
i dont feel the urge to push futher.
everytime i felt like pushing, i`d just plummer down to the ground.
peformance hasn`t been tops and morale is ever so low.

i just dont know till when can i hold on.
ever since then there has always been constant doubts over football.
currently there`s 2 choices.
quit what i love doing most or work hard as ever and forego a good chance of having a good full time job that i enjoy.

see, im the sought that is always not satisfied.
people can be coming up to me and say that i`ve done a marvelous job.
"aji, you were great 2day!"
but in me, there`s always this enigma that says im lousy.
i always tell myself that i could do better.
i`d be kicking myself so hard that i do not want to show my face up at training after we`ve lost a game.
i`ll be like im the one who cost us the game.

see, this is me.
never ever satisfied.
always wanting to do better.
always wanting to push myself to the limits.

help me please, a little help here and there may help me in my desicion.
its either quit soccer or let go of a full time job that i enjoy.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

lambat!

7:36 AM

its been a while since i last post.
haha! unexpected guess on my blog..

wat i realise is that i dont put up to many pictures on my page.
i`ll try to change aite.
even i myself realise that my page is looking rather pale man.
alrite, post again soon.

2day`s label??, i came to work without bathing. muahahahaha!!

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