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Nazri, aji! for short. A man with way too many dreams and who`s not afraid to chase it. In a world full of lies, i try to seek peace and solace, truth and love. I`ve found love, its up to me and my appreciation of allah to seek blessing to chase whatever i want. Be great, be thankful and never be afraid to be that one speacial person. love, AJI!
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
wasted!
7:25 AM
i`ve had this contented feeling.ever since the surgery i`ve never felt any better. yes the pain in the foot and everything has dissolve, there`s no pain at all. i can run freely like nobody`s business. but i dont feel the satisfaction. i dont feel the urge to push futher. everytime i felt like pushing, i`d just plummer down to the ground. peformance hasn`t been tops and morale is ever so low. i just dont know till when can i hold on. ever since then there has always been constant doubts over football. currently there`s 2 choices. quit what i love doing most or work hard as ever and forego a good chance of having a good full time job that i enjoy. see, im the sought that is always not satisfied. people can be coming up to me and say that i`ve done a marvelous job. "aji, you were great 2day!" but in me, there`s always this enigma that says im lousy. i always tell myself that i could do better. i`d be kicking myself so hard that i do not want to show my face up at training after we`ve lost a game. i`ll be like im the one who cost us the game. see, this is me. never ever satisfied. always wanting to do better. always wanting to push myself to the limits. help me please, a little help here and there may help me in my desicion. its either quit soccer or let go of a full time job that i enjoy. |
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